After the date....

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Salam & hola,

Just back from bandar...im quiet tired. But it ok... sambil nonton sinetron Air Mata Cinta (RCTI) episode terakhir ... i write this.

Last night the birthday was nice... nice food & nice to talk with others friend... udah lama ngga kumpul kumpul sambil ngobrol ngobrol...tentang apa aja dech...

The Date

Well ... my date was ... erm....gimana ya.... ok..... comment about the look first.... well his not as handsome as in the photo that his send to me.... Sikapnya.... orang nya asik ... kami nyambung aja sih.... ngobrolnya.... ngga malu malu...

We went to serasa beach .... just chit chat.... while listening the music...inside my car....look like he like me.... i can sense that but.... i think i just like him as a friend...just friend... not more than that... not that im too chossy.... but some character that i don’t like about him.... eventhough he really nice.

When i just reach my homeafter the date. He call me... he told me that it was one of his wonderful / happy moment in his life and ....bla bla bla..... but for me.... its .... biasa biasa aja ...yaa... agak menyenangkan ngobrol sama dia.... only that...

Kenapa ya.... dia atau yang sebelum nya.... setelah first date.... mereka menyukai aku ...tapi aku tak bisa menyukai mereka lebih dari seorang teman.... ada aja yang tidak sempurna di mataku.... walau aku coba menerima kekurangan mereka..namun tetap ..... aku tak bisa....

Ah.... Sampai kapan baru bisa aku dapatkan orang yang benar benar bisa aku suka dan dia juga bisa suka sama aku ...dan kami bisa menerima kelebihan atau kekurangan masing masing....